What can I say?
Right now I'm in a lot of pain, from more than one kind of thing, I'm constipated which means that I have this really nasty pain from my intestines stopping. and on top of that I feel sick... again and had a episode again on the same time exactly from a week before, so that pain and discomfort on top of that and for some reason in which I had no idea why exactly yet, but I am very dizzy like low blood pressure, Probably the episode and upsets that is adding on top of that... and on Monday is my outing I do with my buddies and last time I couldn't go because I was at the hospital with , yup you guessed it upsets. I really want to go, plus I want to bring these cookies I made. Life likes to bit me in the a5$^$ with endless cycles of pain. I used to live with my bf, but he moved and there was no space for me so I'm stuck living with my parents again....oh yes and there is a spirit hanging around me and at my work, Don't know who or even if it is two separate entities or not. They seem to be quiet but lover to throw things off wall and shelves. And get this...the one at my work hates classical music. The radio keeps shutting off "by itself"... maybe I'll put a more detailed entry on that if I'm up to it... sorry for the rants about family and my guts who love to have mood swings. My life is well hard and I don't have many options to pull me out.