You were just to blind to see
how much I really cared
you didn't even pay attention
to when I was really there
I tried so hard
to think of things to say
I never wanted to upset you
in any kind of way.
I am so sorry if you thought I was never there
I am so sorry that you thought I never cared
I never wanted you to feel that way
I never even knew of what to do or say.
You were my bestest best friend
and I had listened to every word you said
but you just wouldn't ever open up to me
I never even ignored you
I wanted to always be at your side
I didn't want you hurting yourself
with all the pain you tried to cover up and hide.
So much pressure
of worrying of what you might do
and I didn't want to end up losing you to.
So if you think I am selfish
because I tried to ease your pain
I am sorry you looked at it that way
hopefully the truth is what someday you will gain.
I will remember the times
when we always acted so dumb
I loved those moments
because they were always fun.
· Fri Nov 23, 2012 @ 06:47pm · 0 Comments