I was so swamped with school that I've been too tired to make a journal
I've been quite hurt with the days passing by. I've been feeling more like a loser. Don't you hate it when people cheer for your other classmates because they are so much more popular than you and when its your turn to do something, they become quiet? Like in our exams, when the popular and at the same time smart-a** classmates of mine get perfect or score high, they cheer and applaud so loud. But when my name or my friend's names are called even when we did so much better or did equally as good as them, no one claps or no one cares except us. It kinda hurts because sometimes I put it on myself why my friends have to feel that way too. I blame myself if they also feel how I'm feeling. Is there really something wrong with me? Why is it everywhere I go, I am being hurt or hated even though I didn;t do anything wrong? But behind all this, I'm still so thankful for the friends that are true to me and they stand by me no matter what.
Bullies are everywhere, and we cant help it. People are just getting too thick-faced and think they can do or say what they want to say. The generations are getting worse and worse. The way people treat in school is not fair at all.
My boyfriend performed today (beatboxing) and he was just so awesome out there but the crowd wasn't. *sigh* People have no respect and can't even raise their arms just to give a clap? But I sure did cheer for him and he gave me a wink and a wave from the stage! He still makes me melt
Okay so I had a really rough day yesterday.
Stepped on poop while walking to school.
I couldn't answer the question for Economics.
I had the lowest score for the Quiz in Accounting.
Had 2 mistakes for Cruise Line.
Had some skank call me chubby.
Slipped in the the side of the way to the pool in front of my classmates.
Coz it was a wet area, my towel got wet and when I got up, i accidentally hit someone with a wet towel on his jeans
Got a bruise, broken nail and a scar.
Had drunk men call out to me. Scary!
I need a break or vacation.
· Fri Nov 23, 2012 @ 02:09pm · 0 Comments