SO here I am at 11:42 PM. On Thanksgiven day, crying myself a paragraph or more to type for being thankful for what I got. I don't know how to type it because It's hard for me to express my feelings towards some one I really care about, Yet I hurt a LOT with my words.
Dear Leon, ( l Profound l )
I have so many things to say to you and about you.
So many things I wish I could take back, But like you said; no one can take what's said back.
I regret what I say, Those painful words...
"Sex Pig"...."only want me for sex"....*thinking you love another girl*..ect..and even more.
Are such crusial things to say to some one you know you love and some one whom loves you more than anything.
I wished for this day to come.
My wish was made, And Im THANKFUL for being your girlfriend (yours).
I couldn't want more. Knowing that I am yours, makes me feel happy enough. I may cry every once and a while, But ..I am THANKFUL for having tears of happiness and tears a heart can read...
Tears that a heart can read > As in > My heart knows what is ment to be when it's already done.
Today im THANKFUL, Im THANKFUL because I know you won't give up on me at all. I want to take back those words I said, But I know I can't make them up.
I only have one love to live,
ONE love to give...
And It's all for you.
I promise from this day on, I'll cherish and keep your heart warm in safe hands (mine)..
Im not going to bed right now..Because Crying myself to sleep Is quite lonesome..
I want to hear your voice one more time..
I want to hold your hand for a first..
look up in your eyes..
just you and I ...Under one sky..
Under the stars or under the sunset...
I want to take your hand in marriage...
Be mine ....
"When I saw you, I was afraid to meet you. When I met you, I was afraid to kiss you. When I kissed you, I was afraid to love you. Now that I love you, I am afraid to lose you"
· Fri Nov 23, 2012 @ 07:53am · 0 Comments