My...Life is ******** Feels Right......I hate my Life......I feel as if im Walking to no Light....I dont know what to do with myself....nor with those i Love...everyone can smile...get mad and cheer up right then and there.....but..the situation just Stays with me....Whats wrong with me? why cant i be like others...and let this Problem dissapear?...i dont know anymore....nothing i do seems Right...and im sick of Living that Way...but nothing i can do to Fix it...Some Things i wish i can Fix the Way i like..but i guess that would be Selfish to do ....idk anymore.....-sighs-..i dont