I sit here quietly.. millions of thoughts running through my head. Images of you haunting me. Did I do the right thing? oh.. god did I? Isnt this what you wanted in the end? To be set free? Then why did you tell me such things.. Why cant I go forward? Am I afraid? Why did he say those things?.. What am I doing wrong? What is wrong with me? I thought his absence was his way of saying hes done. What did I do? Did I do the right thing? I didnt want to get hurt. I didnt want to hurt you.. I thought you made your decision.
Oh.. god I want to die now. Sitting here.. crying and it feels like I'm dying. I remember this pain now. It'll soon numb and freeze up my whole body. Soon I wont feel anything. I dont want to feel anything.. Just keep on Dream.. soon you wont feel a thing.
Freezing the dream...
Over and out...
· Tue Nov 20, 2012 @ 05:07pm · 0 Comments