When I looked at you, I saw a genuine person, a person of warmth, sincerity, strength, passion, ambition and fun. But I also saw a risk, a subtle hint of danger of a broken heart.
Despite having a feeling that you would do that again, I gave you the benefit of a doubt because I did see strength, and I knew our feelings were real and our feelings were also strong... And stronger. I spoke to you yesterday and saw that you had strength because despite the obsticles you were willing to continue trying. I thought you grew out of being a person who gives up too easily because of fear, but I was wrong and because I ignored the signs, today, I'm hurt again, but this time more...
I understand the reasons behind what you say, but I know for a fact that I am not a bad person and that we are great together. Bringing out the best of each other could only mean an optimistic present and future.
For this reason, if you permit, have the will and the courage, can we together talk to your mom as a serious couple for a final attempt at this.
Let me try talking to your mom and show her who I really am and that I wouldn't hurt you and that I love being around you and your family. You say your mom is good at reading people and me not trying to talk to her makes me look like a coward and unworthy.
Let her see the correct signs, let her see who I really am. I am a person who takes honor and pride very seriously. I am not a weak person. I am not a coward. I am not a person who gives my heart to just anyone. You are giving off the wrong signs too. You not defending the relationship makes you seem cowardly and unworthy too. We clicked so easily and instantly in high school, and then we clicked so easily and instantly again in the recent past. I believe things happen for a reason. You want to know the extent of that word, “like?” I don’t remember if it was your mom or your sister but one of them asked me the same question years ago. This long message right here is your answer. This is me with my heart fully open and yours to do what you want with.
· Sun Nov 18, 2012 @ 01:25pm · 0 Comments