thanksgiving this weekend
my dad really helps me put my life in order
he called this morning and i decided to pick up and he seems to assume that i am doing very well, as usual. that's very motivating! i guess i don't want to destroy his expectations!
that said, my friend just got me into LoL which is better than WoW only because it is completely free
and oh mi god
on another note, i have realized that everything i do will come back to haunt me won't it. it was just like that dream i was in when M was being very unkind to N because N liked M and M knew it and was exploiting it and I said to M, you can't just take advantage of people like that and he said
i know. i'm going to suffer for it.
on another note entirely, i have made it my mission to try all the pies. i have established a pie ranking. so far:
2. sweet potato
my roommate has become addicted as well.
i am in love with a beautiful girl with very long hair and she really is making me suffer for it.
well i guess it's not a long-term thing, and i know it, and she knows it, but life is short and what's the harm in enjoying what time you have, i don't even know. while it lasts, i'll be such a good person. what's the harm in it (hisshisshiss)
maybe i am just a terrible person. i don't even know.
a friend is conducting a research paper for her gender and sexuality class and i volunteered to be interviewed
and she kept insisting she interview me in a private space, though i thought there was nothing i am afraid of saying aloud regarding sex
sex is sex
but then she sat me down in my livingroom and she asked me questions
and i was glad we had a private space and i was very aware of my roommates in their rooms
and i ended up saying things that sounded quite nice, but were not exactly true
and i think now, if i had answered honestly, she would have found the answer she was looking for in her paper, i am 100% sure.
we are friends too. it's just i never thought some things would be so difficult to say aloud.
it is getting colder. as soon as i bought a thick jacket, though, it warmed up again.
i will be going home next weekend. let's see how they react to my hair.
my grades are awful. why am i premed. should i persevere?
there's a question.