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Shimmer the Litheless
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I can't really tell if I'm an Insomniac or not. stare I've always had a penchant for staying up late from a young age so being deployed and staying up all night isn't really a good indicator. I don't feel like I'm stressed so there is no real reasoning there behind whether or not this is something new. I just don't feel like sleeping. cry I can be tired all day at work and literally falling asleep at my desk but the minute I walk out the door and make it back to my room after work, I'm awake and ready to just sit on my computer all night long. redface

For example, last night I only got two hours of sleep. I may blame it on Gaia but it's just a means to an end to stay up. talk2hand I'd be on memecenter or mangafox if it wasn't for gaia. dramallama I ended up going back to my room during lunch and taking an hour and a half nap. So, falling asleep isn't the issue when it comes down to it.

Now I have work in about 7 hours and I'm still awake after repetitive nights of only four to five hours of sleep. xd I know it isn't healthy and maybe part of why I get angry at the smallest things. I seem to be the only angry one at work while everyone else is chill and they all sleep longer than me. redface I know that isn't a good comparison as everyone operates on different levels of sleep but still! It's a bit worrisome. crying

I can want to sleep before I leave for my room. stressed I can have every intention of actually sleeping once I make it there. scream But when I get to my room, I feel like I'm wasting precious time by sleeping instead of browsing the internet. gonk Which I know isn't true. I'm just dependent I guess. But from past experience, if it wasn't the internet, it was something else. I need to be locked up in a room for a few days with nothing but a bed and a bathroom and I think I could finally catch up on my sleep. I guess I still have to wait the three months until I can come home to do that on the weekends. And it will be glorious!

Noblesse Oblige


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