For example, last night I only got two hours of sleep. I may blame it on Gaia but it's just a means to an end to stay up. I'd be on memecenter or mangafox if it wasn't for gaia. I ended up going back to my room during lunch and taking an hour and a half nap. So, falling asleep isn't the issue when it comes down to it.
Now I have work in about 7 hours and I'm still awake after repetitive nights of only four to five hours of sleep. I know it isn't healthy and maybe part of why I get angry at the smallest things. I seem to be the only angry one at work while everyone else is chill and they all sleep longer than me. I know that isn't a good comparison as everyone operates on different levels of sleep but still! It's a bit worrisome.
I can want to sleep before I leave for my room. I can have every intention of actually sleeping once I make it there. But when I get to my room, I feel like I'm wasting precious time by sleeping instead of browsing the internet. Which I know isn't true. I'm just dependent I guess. But from past experience, if it wasn't the internet, it was something else. I need to be locked up in a room for a few days with nothing but a bed and a bathroom and I think I could finally catch up on my sleep. I guess I still have to wait the three months until I can come home to do that on the weekends. And it will be glorious!
♥A Minority is powerless while it conforms to the majority♥