Shimmer the Litheless
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I can't really tell if I'm an Insomniac or not.smilies/icon_stare.gif I've always had a penchant for staying up late from a young age so being deployed and staying up all night isn't really a good indicator. I don't feel like I'm stressed so there is no real reasoning there behind whether or not this is something new. I just don't feel like sleeping. smilies/icon_cry.gif I can be tired all day at work and literally falling asleep at my desk but the minute I walk out the door and make it back to my room after work, I'm awake and ready to just sit on my computer all night long.smilies/icon_redface.gif

For example, last night I only got two hours of sleep. I may blame it on Gaia but it's just a means to an end to stay up.smilies/icon_talk2hand.gif I'd be on memecenter or mangafox if it wasn't for gaia.smilies/dramallama.gif I ended up going back to my room during lunch and taking an hour and a half nap. So, falling asleep isn't the issue when it comes down to it.

Now I have work in about 7 hours and I'm still awake after repetitive nights of only four to five hours of sleep.smilies/icon_xd.gif I know it isn't healthy and maybe part of why I get angry at the smallest things. I seem to be the only angry one at work while everyone else is chill and they all sleep longer than me.smilies/icon_redface.gif I know that isn't a good comparison as everyone operates on different levels of sleep but still! It's a bit worrisome. smilies/icon_crying.gif

I can want to sleep before I leave for my room.smilies/icon_stressed.gif I can have every intention of actually sleeping once I make it there.smilies/icon_scream.gif But when I get to my room, I feel like I'm wasting precious time by sleeping instead of browsing the internet.smilies/icon_gonk.gif Which I know isn't true. I'm just dependent I guess. But from past experience, if it wasn't the internet, it was something else. I need to be locked up in a room for a few days with nothing but a bed and a bathroom and I think I could finally catch up on my sleep. I guess I still have to wait the three months until I can come home to do that on the weekends. And it will be glorious!

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