Okay. I don't know why, but I feel terrible. I feel like I'm going to cry for no reason. I don't even want to eat and I'm really tired.
I mean, I would always eat cereal if I could, and even my mum said I could, but I'm not hungry. I really don't know why, and it's not your fault. I'm just messed up.
It has been really hot today. I'm barely wearing anything. Just a shirt and shorts, and it's still burning up. It has also been freezing cold.
I don't know if I'm just getting sick or what, but my throat hurts really bad. I'm really sorry. I already knew where this was going. I knew you loved me. I knew it all, but I don't know.
I'm horrible. I always do this. I don't know why.
I think it's because it's a full moon. I don't know. I keep looking outside.
I'm grounded, but I'll try to get on tonight.
Everyone said I'm becoming my old self. Where I don't know anything and everything is a one answer.. and I guess I was really depressed and never wanted to do anything. I'm not sure.
I just don't know what I'm doing any more.
Dappou Rock · Tue Oct 30, 2012 @ 01:45am · 0 Comments |