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Where Is My Mind?
Yep. My Journal. On gaia. About my ways and such.- []-
A Life I Never Chose
Damn. What was my dream?
Whatever it was, I'm sure Alex was in it..I keep remembering snippets of him in my dreams. All the past ones.
Most of them are cheesy, though. Or just happen at cheesy places..
Not all of them.
What should I do for today? Complain?
Oh yeah, I'm currently reading The Mark of Athena. Almost done. T ^T
My dreams; I'm starting to forget them the moment I wake up.
I only keep remembering the old ones.
Like the ones that took place at a park, a carnival, buildings, malls, schools,a house..
The ones that I like to remember are the ones that took place at a large ballroom, the mall I made up in my head, the operhouse I've never been to, and an abandoned railroad..
I'm sure there are other places, but I can't be too sure.
I also remember those dreams that had epic fights; fights I know will never happen.
I remember the strange feelings I get in my dreams; the feeling that something is wrong, the feeling that something is right, the feeling that I belong, the feeling that I should run away, the feeling that I don't know who I am, or where I am, the feeling of happiness that I know isn't real, the feeling that I should wake up, and the feeling that I should go back to sleep.
I love dreaming; I suppose that's how I choose to escape reality.
The same goes for reading.
Not so much for writing, though.
The last dream I can remember fully was great. 8 days ago.
I had inherited a very large house by someone unknown. I moved into it with my whole family.
(It was huge.)
I was a bit older. The house was three strories, there was one underground.
I was going through the whole house, which I remember fairly well.
The only note I had of my anonymous benefactor was to that my room was already picked for me, I just had to go find it myself. And that I would know which one it was.
Sure enough, I knew which one it was when I found it. It was so beautiful! Unfortunately, it was too beautiful to describe. Anyways, all of a sudden, Alex showed up. It was amazing. I'm not going into details. Sorry.
Hmm..there's new pictures on my profile, if anyone wants to check it out.
Wanna hear some quotes?

"Deep in the earth, my love is lying And I must weep alone."
- Edgar Allen Poe
"If you've never eaten while crying you don't know what life tastes like."
- Johann Wolfgang von Goethe
"More and more, the hardest part of crying is when I can't stop."
- Chuck Palahniuk, Choke
"Crying is right at hand in the smothering dark, closed inside someone else, when you see how everything you can ever accomplish will end up as trash."
- Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club
"Reality means you live until you die...The real truthis nobody wants reality."
- Chuck Palahniuk, Survivor
"We all die. The goal isn't to live forever, the goal is to create something that will."
- Chuck Palahniuk, Diary
"All the effort in the world won't matter if you're not inspired."
- Chuck Palahniuk, Diary


Too much? NAHHH...
How about a song to end my day?
I'm putting it on my profile, if you want a listen.

Blindness by Metric
Send us a blindfold, send us a blade
Tell the survivors help is on the way
I was a blindfold, never complained
All the survivors singing in the rain
I was the one with the world at my feet
Got us a battle, leave it up to me

Find us a trap door, find us a plane
Tell the survivors help is on the way
I was a blindfold, never complained
All the survivors singing in the rain
I was the one with the world at my feet
Got us a battle, leave it up to me

What it is and where it stops nobody knows
You gave me a life I never chose
I wanna leave but the world won't let me go
Wanna leave but the world won't let me go

What it is and where it stops nobody knows
You gave me a life I never chose
I wanna leave but the world won't let me go
Wanna leave but the world won't let me go

What it is and where it stops nobody knows
You gave me a life I never chose
I wanna leave but the world won't let me go
Wanna leave but the world won't let me go

What it is and where it stops nobody knows
You gave me a life I never chose

I was the one with the world at my feet
Got us a battle, leave it up to me
Leave it up to me
Leave it up to me
Leave it up to me





 
 
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