Voltaic Guardian
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there's no good title for this...
I never would've really thought it would pan out exactly like this years ago, but yet it ends up like this: everybody leaving off somewhere. I can understand this is where people go off to get their lives started- this is that part of life. But really, does everyone have to go off so far? States away? Thousands of miles apart? I don't even know where some will go, or how others are doing. I don't know what to think, what to say or even how to react to some.
Some were known of well ahead of time, and some just come at you like a bombshell. It's...wierd. I've gotten too used to some friends being around. It won't be the same without them around. Seeing how much things change as the group loses one person after another, I feel a sense of relief that I don't have someone of more importance to leave me too, but still...keeping in touch only does so much. It's never the same doing just that, and I've never really been able to keep that up. In fact, if that does turn out to happen, I won't replace them. I'll just stay to myself like I planned to- you know, before I somehow got set up for this like I was trying not to. I hate to be that bitter, but I hate how it turned out. Some are leaving for good and some just get torn out of the picture, not even wanting to leave. It bums us out, but what can you really do about it? The best I can do is not give this situation a chance to ever happen again.