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SOME KIND OF MADNESS
I have tried so hard to let you go, but some kind of madness is swallowing me whole.
Adjusting Once More
Today is the beginning of yet another leg in this crazy adventure of mine. Brad is moving back in with his family today, so I am all alone again. I will miss sleeping with him and waking up to his kisses and nuzzling for sure. Oh well. I have to be stronger without him here and prove to everyone that I can make it on my own. My family is not on my side, so they will just have to wait and see how I turn out I suppose. Thanksgiving this year will be a quiet affair, since I do not think I want to show up at my father's house and have to face all the questions from my relatives. Obviously I am not welcome at Brad's house since my pregnancy might - literally - kill someone. I don't know what to do to be truthful with you. I hate the fact that I feel like I have to hide myself away from everyone and keep my pregnancy to myself. I am listening to the song "Madness" by Muse (hence my user name) and I love it. I feel like my whole life is a giant cup of madness right now and I have no way to escape it. I should probably eat something soon for lunch, but I am so stressed out over the conv. my father, step-mother, and I had last night that my stomach feels like it is tied in three knots. I know I chose the path I now walk, but why won't anyone walk with me?





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