Ok so basically we find out chair placements tomorrow and I am so nervous. I want to do well so badly. I have hope. I have been praying about doing well. Some people might think that's really stupid but I don't care. Today my band teacher came up to me after school and said "Claire your audition was really good!" I just stood there and was like "Really?" he said "Yeah you had really nice tone!" "What song," I asked "The first one with the rhythmic stuff" "Seriously!?" ( that was the song I had the most trouble on) "Yeah unless you totally blew your other song I think you will do well" the other song is the one I thought was easy one of my friends said "Shes really good at that one it sounded amazing." Anyway as you can imagine I am so nervous but excited. The today at lessons my teacher said "Last week after you left Mrs.S (Im leaving out her last name) asked who I had playing clarinet and I told her it was you and she said you sounded really good and had great sound." Seriously it made me so happy because I never hear I'm good at clarinet. I really hope I did well and I really hope my other amazing clarinet friends did well. I love my friends and if they beat me which is entirely likely I'll still be really happy and proud of them. I still want to do well too. If I move up I'll be amazed. If I stay where I am I wouldnt care too much (the saxes sit next to me now so its pretty cool) if I move down I'll work harder next time. I know that no matter what happens I am blessed and loved.
CCmarie · Tue Oct 02, 2012 @ 05:01am · 0 Comments |