I've been thinking a lot lately of me and Kristi...we broke up 3 months ago, but it still burns a hole through my now cold heart as if it were yesterday. 8 years worth of friendship, dating, and love just gone.....I can't believe I just sat back and watched everything between us slip away, just thinking things would fix themselves like they always did. Now I'm lost and hopeless, and as I look around the rest of my life is falling into oblivion and I really have not a single soul to turn to. What do you do when your best friend, who happens to be the love of your life, just walks out? What do you do when all you want is to have them back, but they've moved on? I really wish I knew....cause right now, all I know is the bottom of the bottle only temporarily fixes this. I need something more....too bad that's all there is...