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Within these pages, my thoughts and Dreams are scribed. ~winks~
Who I dream of and what I dream of... ~LMSAO~
Grief and love
smilies/icon_heart.gif Last night I wasnt in the mood to talk to people. I might have been a bit quiet..
I lost my auntie who was like a mom to me to Cancer. She died at 10 am yesterday and I am fighting the pain I feel at the moment. I went to work and I get the message from my sister.. then another from my dad.. I just stood there looking at the phone in shock. She was like a mom to me. She was there when my mom wasnt. Even though shes my moms sister, she stayed close to me and my family. Her and my father were wonderful friends and she was married to my Uncle who is awesome. I cannot go home until after the funeral though.. I am not allowed at funerals, tradition. The reception I can attend... I would give anything to be at the funeral, but then again.. I would rather remember her how she was. She was a beautiful strong woman..a nd I loved her.
Thinking about this; life and death ish.. Losing a loved one makes you realise how lucky you are to have had them in your life.. and you start realizing thatthe people in your life now.. You try not to take them for granted.. I love my family, friends and my boyfriend to the fullest and I am blessed to have you all in my life. To those who arent in it anymore.. I hope you have a wonderful life. Love you all.

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    Sat Sep 29, 2012 @ 07:14pm

    i will allways be here for you my lovely no matter what be it to cheer you up or to just talk i love you and i wouldnt want to see you upset -snuggles- ill allways be here for you

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