College life has been all right, now since am 21 a lot has change. I hate that i feel like i become less smarter but in the same time able to over come it with things that am learning about my self from my past. I hope i can some how change and become a better person. "sigh" Being going to a therapist lately and well kind of feel like am not going any where with my life, I am taking classes for theater which is fun but ahh too many things to do. Yes max still with me but also my real friends too that i met two years ago. I should really get my homework done stare but ahh i don't know too many things to write. Umm I know that i have bad people skills but not too but, just need to fix some of it. Also i don't think i can ever been in a true loving releaship with how i am and the way i view the world. I try my best to look at the bright side but is harder then doing so, you know? Gosh is been a long time since i wrote here or had the time to write anything for that matter. OH am writing a book but only got 3 pages or rather chapters done. err is cold where i am so my fingers are freezing. Well it was nice writting again and i know a new start will come again like always and my crazy me will look back on all this and laugh his a** off. well if any one reads this leave a comment, i would will like that.
· Thu Sep 27, 2012 @ 06:40pm · 0 Comments