9-26-12 6:50pm
let's talk. there didnt those words make you wonder what was about to happen? well here is what i have to say to those words.they bring you nothing! me,i ear those words all the time and im rather sick of them. my girlfriend on the other hand, has never heard those words. why? because she simply has no family to say those words. she walks into my house yesterday,and she runs into my arms so happy i thought it was crazy! she just crushes me to her without saying a word.but she sends a message through her touch and expression. it reads that we are going to be together forever. i ask her why she is so happy and she tells me that it is becausr im here.well i always will be.but thats besides the point.she has no big thing to get excited about. if I'M her excitement,what does she she go to when she takes a walk or has errands to run? i feel worried but i dont bring it up.if she is content with her life,then i should be too. but i can spring "let's talk" on her and have her get her hopes up for something bad.
my life is screwed up,but my journal's okaii
life throws you curves. but lucky me, i learned to swerve