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Come on come on lets keep on running till be burn out the sun sun.
I like that song.
Stop....
With your feet in the air and your head on the ground
Try this trick and spin it, yeah.
Your head will collapse
But there's nothing in it and you'll ask yourself.
Where is my mind.
I think that'd be the first question for me too.
That or why was I falling.
Why'd I go to that place.
The answer to those questions would probably be because I wanted to.
That or someone asked me to and I didn't have anything else to do.
Jack s**t to do.
I had a baby in The Sims 3 with a Genie.
I'm a vampire in the game.
It's a blue baby with Genie powers and the vampirac ability to learn skills fast.
My next generation will be the best of all.
He just looks kinda like a demon with his dark blue skin and dark eyes.
I named him Jack.
I was expecting a girl.
I would've named her Aileen.
That or Valerie.
That was love and it's an ache I still remember.
You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness.
Like resignation to the end always the end.
So when we found that we could not make sense you said we could still be friends.
I'll admit that I was glad that it was over.
Blah blah blah somebody that I used to know.
My phone's shuffle sucks.
My headphones suck too.
Like always they'll probably break at the worst time possible.
I don't know what to say, but it feels nice thinking someone is listening I guess.
I guess I do talk to myself a lot, but I am always awake and alone.
If you wanted me to speak my mind, I'd speak my mind for you.
I've been scared for a long time too, but I'm willing to fight for you.
It would be epic to do.
I would speak my for you, and I'd try to see it through.
It's all my fault for telling myself that somebody's waiting for me.
Scott Pilgrim is such a good book/movie.
School's tomorrow *sigh*
My happiness did fade away as expected, but it's fine.
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SAAAAAAAAAAD, thank you.
This next one is called we hate you please die.
My lame phones shuffle didn't actually shuffle to that song unfortunately.
Yeah you sure broke my heat last week when you said you had slept with him.
I know you called I got them all la da da da da.
Girl you better love what you got before you go an give it away.
I hate being told that I'm avoiding things.
I just learned this about myself, the more you know! *ding*
Charles texted me, he wants to hang out.
Why is it only weirdos and strangers call me!
Yesterday it seemed that all my troubles were so far away.
Now it seems there here to stay oh I believe in yesterday.
I made a new story for the writers club at my school.
I thought we would all share stories or something.
No one even talked to me, in fact I got told to shut up a few times.
The story is about a murderer.
I made it pretty gruesome, or at least in my head it's gonna be.
I really gotta write my ideas down.
I've been rereading Stephan King books, they're still amazing...
What's the deal with my brain?
Why am I so obviously insane?
In a Perfect Situation.
Ohh....I don't know...
My heart and head hurts.
I feel like i'm gonna vomit.
I keep getting really itchy.
My eyes water too much.