This is really new to me, I mean diary's are super girly, but I just had to tell someone about how I feel about grandma....I mean no one else would understand.We visited her last weekend, and she wasn't the same. Her hair was all gone, and she was super pale (but paler than usual, because Seattle isn't the sunny type). And Mel and mom.....they couldn't stop crying, like, Mel was crying worse than when she split with Jack. Dad just escorted me out the room so mom and Mel could spend some time with g-ma, and he asked if I was okay. I said yeah, but, I guess i'm really not. When I went back inside the room...I just couldn't believe she was that sick....she just wasn't the same...
And so ever since we got home, Mel stopped crying but mom is constantly calling g-ma...well grandma....since we left. Mom and Mel are going again this weekend without me, which sucks. I wanna see grandma again, but dad said because of a school project I have to work on I can't go.
I at least wanna see grandma one more time, the doctors said something to mom and dad that made mom bawl, so it can't be good.
I just wanna see grandma one more time...