Have you ever been so scared of life, and the future untold?
Are you constantly frightened, not knowing what it holds?
Have you ever been so scared of a decision, and the things it will mean?
Are you constantly frightened, not knowing if it will only cause a scene?
Have you ever been so scared of people, and how they react?
Are you constantly frightened, not knowing if they will go on attack?
And I am.
I have made a mistake that could change everything.
I am unsure how to word it so as to take away some of the sting.
I don't know what i should do or how to handle this situation at all.
I just want to find a dark room so I can curl up and bawl.
Not a soul can know for it's my little secret.
But I'll surely die if I continue to keep it.
There is a way that I can turn back time.
And take away the mistake that is mine.
But should I take the route that is safe?
Or should I stand strong in the storm I am to face?
I wish I had help, even a talk on the phone.
But my final actions are my decision alone.