Have you ever been so scared of life, and the future untold?

Are you constantly frightened, not knowing what it holds?

Have you ever been so scared of a decision, and the things it will mean?

Are you constantly frightened, not knowing if it will only cause a scene?

Have you ever been so scared of people, and how they react?

Are you constantly frightened, not knowing if they will go on attack?


I have.

And I am.


I have made a mistake that could change everything.

I am unsure how to word it so as to take away some of the sting.

I don't know what i should do or how to handle this situation at all.

I just want to find a dark room so I can curl up and bawl.

Not a soul can know for it's my little secret.

But I'll surely die if I continue to keep it.

There is a way that I can turn back time.

And take away the mistake that is mine.

But should I take the route that is safe?

Or should I stand strong in the storm I am to face?

I wish I had help, even a talk on the phone.

But my final actions are my decision alone.