Lately, I have been trying my best to be nice and respectful to people. Maybe something good would come back. No matter what bad things have happened to me, I always tried to not let it show that it affected me even though it really did. DOOD I don't even care anymore. :scream:This ish bothers me! :scream:Every time something important comes up and I need something done someone always comes by to f**k it up. Pardon my french, :sweat:but it makes me that mad. Some people say, "why don't you tell them how you feel?" I know that would only make things worse. The thing that just really makes me mad is when I'm being nice by not telling someone "no" when they are trying to be nice, but if it's not what I want to say something. Then they will think I'm ungrateful when I'm not. Now this isn't just hasn't happened once...this has happened multiple times with this time being the last straw. I don't care what anyone says, I am frickin mad. And I am going to be mad. Call me spoiled :stare:and call me rude :stare:but if this ish happened to you repeatedly then you too would be the same amount of mad as me. I am tired of having to do things that I don't want to do only to be nice. I am tired of doing all these things for people and then when the time comes for me to ask them for one little thing they turn around and cop an attitude like I have never done anything for them. Now I am sitting here mad and stuck with stuff that I didn't even want. Right now I want to punch something and scream to the top of my lungs but then the neighbors would think that someone was getting murdered of here. I just want to tell everyone who has made me angry to this point how I really feel:| but alas my conscience will not let me. Now I will go to bed angrier than before....goody..
· Sun Jul 22, 2012 @ 05:20am · 0 Comments