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sephiroth7
What is being normal?

from what ive seen i am far from it! ive had anger issues before and was put on an
antidepressant. is it suppose stop working after a week? i feel so much rage
bubbling inside of me and i have no idea where it even comes from! im not human
from what ppl have seen! psychics or spiritualist have seen an actual monster in
me! they see it through my shadow! of course ive seen it too as it starts out 9 ft talll
dragon wings and a tail! much like the chacter (suppose to be me lol) i draw all the
time! but then it changes! it grows and stands on 4 legs with a massive tail, claws,
and horns while the wings disinigrate! to me it looks like a behemoth! aside from
that spector i cant scream normal. i shriek earpiercingly (accoding to my family) or i
roar.

i am to go get therapy soon but will it truely help me control my rage? idk watill do if
it wont! how will my bf handle living with me if i cant be calm? also found out today
is this is cuz of irregular cycles for women. so if im on bc ill be alright. but wat if i
want a child? more drama?





 
 
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