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How much I hate myself,
How much I hate breathing,
How much I hate waking up every morning knowing I have to live,
How much I hate knowing that I am going to ruin someone's life,
How much I hate that I can't do anything right,
How much I hate knowing that no one care,
How much I hate that I want myself to die but will never do anything,
How much I hate that the facts are I was born without friends and die without friends,
How much I hate I always will get made fun of,
How much I hate how I want to cry but never will,
How much I hate I will always be the stereotypical "emo",
How much I hate that I even exist,
How much I hate the people who love me are actually disappointed in me,
How much I hate depression gets the best of me,
How much I hate I know by the end of this no one will care,
How much I hate myself...