got an email form "dear ol' mom"~
"I think about you every day and I laugh about every funny thing you ever said or did
I love you... and I miss you a lot. I'd love to have lunch with your or take you to get a pedicure or a movie if you'd like...
You have no idea how much you are loved
Your grandpa and grandma miss you too!
I talked to your Grandpa Fred the other day about all the boxes I sent you last year - a box every single month - we were trying to figure out if you ever got them. I sent you all kinds of stuff from Ipod shuffles, make up, belts, candy, all kinds of stuff...
Fred said that Rick said he had them, but wasn't going to send them to you...so if you want all of them, there are probably 6 or 7 boxes he has, I guess talk to your dad. I just wish you'd got your Halloween box, and you Christmas box.... oh well.
I got you a Chuy's shirt the other day that says "Rock out with your guac out" because I used to say that all the time and you'd make fun of me
I also went to the Van Halen concert last week and got you a way way cool t shirt...
No matter what, unconditionally, until there is no time, and no life, you are my favorite person. No matter how much I screwed up, I'd like to make it right, and I will spend the rest of my life making things right if you'll let me.
Me, the mom "
but really she is a bipolar chronic liar that abused me all my life, and she wonders why i left at 17? and why i do not talk to her? eeyup ._. not falling for that~