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Poetry
Recently I have been reading a lot of poetry.

I've also read Alice in Wonderland and Through the Looking Glass around 20 times through.

I love it.

The only thing that sucks is that I shall be ripped from home, no longer able to go to my reading spot under a tree in the forest by the creek, to go to a hell of corn, cows, and relatives for almost all of July.

And I don't exactly like spending time at my grandparents' house in some sort of hellish, boring, humid, hot, city.

1. I hate the city. Too big. I like my small town.

2. Humidity AND heat? What are you trying to do, kill me? Not to mention in July it's most likely going to be OVER 100 degrees! NO! no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no!

3. There is absolutely NOTHING to do except to go get pedicures, which I'd rather not get rid of the calluses I've worked for so my in my pointe shoes, with my bitchy and bratty older cousin (by 2 years)

4. I. Hate. People. I'll be stuck in a house with 8 other people, having to share a room with my bitchy and bratty cousin, and not being able to have a single moment of alone time. No 'Me' time... for 2 and 1/2 weeks!

5. I have to act like the perfect little girl (me being the youngest of the 4 grandchildren) with perfect manners and perfect EVERYTHING. I can't be myself and watch anime or read manga. I can't go be myself, I can't defend myself from my sister's butchering of words or my cousin's queen b***h attitude towards everything. Nothing. Must be perfect.

Is that enough reason to let me be and stay in my own little hellhole? Nope. At least, not enough reason for my parents.

Oh well.

Here come 2 and 1/2 weeks of fakes, forced smiles and not being able to be myself at all...

Still not as bad as school though. Then, I'd have to fake smile and act perfect while being tortured by people for 9 months. It's sad when the only people you can trust, talk to, or at least be treated civilly by is the teachers. Oh well, I still have this month and next month until that.

Until then,

DFTBA~
BlackCat





 
 
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