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Fragmented Self who wanders through life like a dreamer and wades through the river of dreams as though it were the only truth left in this world
Wonderful Friends
The 23rd and 21st and what not are all approaching. What is significant about those dates?

My friends said they wanted to visit me.

I'm betting that they both ditch. I'm betting neither of them comes through. My friends never do. Haha.

This isn't to say that they aren't great friends, because they are. They are spectacular. I've just... long since realized that I can't hold out hopes with them. I'm killing off that part of me that plans things for my friends and goes to loads of trouble to make each event special.

No more.

I refuse to give them every part of me anymore. They are going to have to suffer like everyone else. They will be lied to. They will be cared for but no longer trailed after like I'm their ******** pet dog. No more. If they drop me because of the lack of attention, ******** them.

I'm killing some of the best parts of me.

I'm distancing myself from my worlds,
and only I know why.

My old online friend Roku said she would contact me. Oh really? Nope. Haven't heard from her. Well golly gee, isn't that just surprising. PSSSSSSh. Nope. Same thing. different category

( I'v been drinking, sorry )

I won't go to the trouble to be online for other peoples' to,e zones anymore. I won't be the person excited everytime I see them or ubiy expensive gifts or support them in ther every endeavr. I'm gonna be an average frirne. No more extraordinary. I'm tired of being treated so poory for how much I gie. No more.

NMO ******** MORE.

I sould slepe after I fnish this glass. My fingers are tingle. Hit me all at once I tell you. I can sti.l think just sluggish and lazy to fiz things/ Feels good little lopsided. Funny right? Haha. I think so o___o seroouisy






User Comments: [1]
Metropol Rubbish
Community Member





Tue Jun 26, 2012 @ 08:27am


I'm not sure if you're referring to me here, but I AM going to visit you. I haven't been able to meet up with you for a variety of reasons that have been largely beyond my control. Plus, my mom insists on driving my car now because she doesn't like driving hers, I dunno (and I can't drive hers). By and large, I'm having trouble with my parents and it's affecting everything else.

So seriously, if you're talking about me I don't know what do do. Also, say it to my face/e-face. If you have a problem with me, tell me.


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