I decided to write a journal early out of boredom. I honestly feel that I've been betrayed one too many times by my so called "friends." I have always been there for others but when it comes to them being there for me expecially when I need them like I did all this week they were no where to be found and/or ignored my attempts to contact them. I probably only have two to four friends that I can trust completely which in reality it is a feat to earn my trust. I won't ask them to be my friends, it's ultimately their own choice as to what they do. That's how it is with most of the friends I've had. I want to find out whom my true and real friends are.. I don't exactly know how yet though..
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