If a princess who isn't busy wants me to talk to them -waves- visit me (comment) in my area (profile) of the spacious Third Music Room and you won't be disappointed <3 The host club's open so it's sad to see little business. Unless we see each other in the halls or at lunch, princess, it's hard for me to say hi to you first. I'm sorry we don't see much of each other. I want you to know I miss you. I miss talking to you like we used to. I'm sorry if I missed you during school or if I don't notice you in the dining hall, how awful of me. ...Girls have turned my attention to them enough for me and my potential time with you to be taken away before classes start again, so I can't decline them, especially if it's eating lunch with them. It's to make up to them for being away at the club.
I have many guests, princess, so please designate me (by commenting me), after you open the door, if you would like me to talk to you~! You know I miss your company. I have numerous conversation ideas, but… -reaches out and grazes, slowly stroking, the back of his fingers against her cheek- I would very much like to hear yours from your lips. heart wink You know where to find me~ I'll be waiting for your arrival~!~*~*
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Roleplay notice:
People may have seen me roleplaying, with different colored text, as a friend of mine (Kyoya, Hikaru, Kaoru, etc), other than roleplaying myself. I want everyone to know I'm not saying I can be the entire Ouran cast. I may be a little narcissistic, but I am not arrogant - and I am not my friends!~* I'm myself. I only tried to be them because it's best to be in character no matter who I'm "roleplaying" and not because I can show off.
What any guest, who wants Ouran roleplaying and not hosting, wants, they will get. Because I might get misunderstood for being a character I'm not, I don't love not being myself, but including or being other characters is what they would like, particularly my lovely regular guest, Princess Tsukihana. (With Alice, I provided Ranka-san's part in our roleplay. -thanks Father- Than-- 4laugh -gets thrown into the wall by Ranka-san for not asking permission- .....K.O. -an arrow forcibly stabs Tamaki when Ranka mentions "how dare you roleplay as me~" displaying his disgust but lightly as Ranka-san's had a long day at work today, thankfully for Tamaki, but maybe not because Ranka-san may be more irritable that way-)
Tsukihana wants an Ouran roleplay so that's what I've been giving her : )
I really don't want to be anyone else but myself : D
Oh, I forgot to mention..my roleplay family exists, but I don't have gaia "counterparts" so it can be depressing in the land of gaia~!
I may feel sad, but it's not "real" because my family is "there" (like when they are mentioned/included in my journal)
Ouran's been going downhill, so the situation is a little worse for the entire Ouran cast in gaia. And it's even more painful, for me, if you consider my personality. No notifications or little notifications makes me sad, but it's always temporary.
(I understand when someone's shy and would rather send me a private message, and there's nothing wrong with that so please go ahead, but why are comments more rare than messages? Because someone can see only comments, it looks like I'm even more inactive. About some past comments I replied to, because I always answer you back, I strangely never got a response to the requested roleplay)
An excerpt from a message to Fujiouka Haruhi:
"......
You described my gaian life for the past school year.
-tries not to cry- Yes...it's especially bad if you consider my personality
I'm the type of person who needs attention or I'll die
If I don't have my family, I have nothing so I honestly felt happy to leave after this summer. Family is everything to me. I thought I could survive playing on my own, with my family "there" in roleplay, but my soul's been withering away because I forgot I needed a gaia family. This might be worse than my childhood because it hurts worse when you have something and lose it than when you had nothing.
.....
It's creepy, isn't it? Just imagining it is enough."
You described my gaian life for the past school year. -tries not to cry- Yes...it's especially bad if you consider my personality
I'm the type of person who needs attention or I'll die
If I don't have my family, I have nothing so I honestly felt happy to leave after this summer. Family is everything to me. I thought I could survive playing on my own, with my family "there" in roleplay, but my soul's been withering away because I forgot I needed a gaia family. This might be worse than my childhood because it hurts worse when you have something and lose it than when you had nothing.
.....It's creepy, isn't it? Just imagining it is enough."
