jobs. jobs. jobs. blurgh. I am REALLY liking not having one.
for the first time since before I had my own set of wheels, I am not obligated to work on someone else's watch. and I am liking it. IMMENSELY.
hence, the reluctance to visit, what, four or five businesses today?
only did 30 minutes at the Y. hoping to do a strength-training program thing eventually that'll teach me to use weights correctly... which i know will only help until I go back to college and have to share the weight room with a bunch of sweaty, icky, scarily athletic dudes who's egos are larger than the perceived size and effectiveness of their masculinity.
bahaha. biggrin and to say the least, I'm terrified of them.
saw in the paper an awesome athlete from the hometown is coming to my college. YUS. plus half a point for bragging rights. or something.
planted some sunflowers today. know they will utterly fail, but I'm surprisingly apathetic about them.
absolutely stoked for my irises, though. there's sooooo freaking many!! I'll split up the tubers after they're done blooming this fall.
what am I going to do with them all??
*shrug*
strange dreams lately. last night was one that involved a multi-level mall (which has been in my dreams before, in different variations), throwing brightly colored objects ridiculously far, and a strange reunion with an old crush. talk about weird.....
side note: WHAT IS HE ALWAYS DOING IN THE FRIENDS SIDEBAR ON MY PROFILE ON FACEBOOK. I didn't stalk him that bad, did I??.......
...or is it the other way around?
*insert meme face here*
looking over some old webcam photos. My hair is getting longer, and it seems I am surprisingly getting more photogenic... in a maybe, sort-of, not-really sense. haha.
in any case, I don't feel too bad right now. :] summer is wonderful, I actually have half a teaspoon of self-confidence, and there just isn't anything super pressing to stress out about.
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