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Im Eryn. Im 13 years old, and goth...My journal is probably going to be what my life is like being goth or an outcast.Or... Were I talk dirty about people I hate!!!! Mwhaahaahaa....
All I want is someone to care about me. I dont have that here and if I could I would leave but I cant. I dont know what its like to have someone care for me and thats all I want now. I know I sound pathetic for complaining like this but this is the only place I can let my true feelings show. I hide behind a mask of happiness but inside Im dying. I use to cut and I feel it coming back. The urge to run the blade through my skin is so tempting its hard to resist it. I dont want to have to hide my arms again. All I need is for someone to care for, like me, mabye even love me but that's probably just a dream or fantasy that will never happen. Sometimes all I need is someone to let me cry on their shoulder but I dont have that person...

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