I miss the way that we used to cuddle as if time was stopped only for the two of us.
Sometimes I shut off my own mind or let it mind ******** itself so the thoughts will be jumbled into something that I can't think about because not thinking about what I really want to think about sort of helps.
I don't mind being single. What I miss the most is cuddling then falling asleep against someone's chest.
What I want from a guy is knowing that their eyes are on me and only on me. My eyes would be on them only knowing that's who I choose to be with, want to spend my time with, they want to be with me most of the time.
Right now it feels right to be single. Maybe someday I'll find someone like everyone says. Everyone says I deserve it but I don't get why they think that way.
I guess I need to understand my own mind some more.
· Tue May 01, 2012 @ 10:21am · 1 Comments