Lately I feel my heart is of envy.
I feel so jealous of everything.
How people can be together all the time, how they have things to do, how they can be physically together with another.
Just all the things that drive my jealousy.
It works differently for other "special" people though.
The envious feelings are more of fear than anything else.
Is this the reason why I want my eyes to be green?
I'm starting to feel more with subconsciousness than consciousness.
Can jealousy lead into obsession?
Can it drive people away?
Will it repel my true feelings?
Let's hope this jealousy leads to something good...
· Tue Apr 24, 2012 @ 11:41pm · 0 Comments