This constantly feels like a soap opera. You were a freaking hobo. A HOBO, and we started talking. And then I was singing that crazy song and you thought I was singing to you, and for some reason I decided it was safe to add you on facebook, even though I had no idea who you were. Pretty stupid decision, but i'm glad I did it now. Without that, and Brielle spending the night I wouldn't be the way I am now. We wouldn't have been so close but so far away. I just don't understand why I was made to do this, and yet it doesn't feel like i'm getting anywhere. Those long nights when i have to go to bed without even speaking to you are the worst. The first night was probably the worst of them all though. I just stayed on the computer thinking you would message me and ask to video chat. I constantly looked back on facebook to see if you were online, but you never came. I laid in bed singing sad songs that night until I got so tired I fell asleep. Now it's getting easier though, if I have to go another week without seeing your beautiful smile I may just die a little. I drew you a picture. :3 A couple actually, they're really cute, but the one I like the most recent one better. It has me and you and madison, and you have your arms around us and were all really happy biggrin D Our names were on there and my dad saw and we told him it was David Archeulata xD (I have no idea how to spell his name) Well, you really need to get on so we can video chat since you basically promised you would<3 I hope we can stay up all night talking about scary stuff like the red light xD Good times, good times.
· Sat Apr 21, 2012 @ 02:49am · 0 Comments