I feel so lost. I feel like I don't have a purpose. I don't do anything, don't want to do anything, and it doesn't really matter that I don't do anything. I don't have any particular urge to talk to anyone at all so I feel like I've been mostly ignoring everyone. Maybe I'm just hiding from everyone because I can't really hide from my dad.
I'm stupidly mic-shy again. :/ Not sure what happened. Think it's been like a week since I even had the thing plugged in.
Two small meltdowns the past two nights over stupid s**t. I think tonight will be better, though. I hope it is.
I really miss someone who used to be my best friend. I don't know why I miss him so damn much. But damn near every time I look at the Skype logs I end up crying. :/ I started writing up an apology to him but deleted it.
Conflicted about so many things I can't go into here.
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