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 agh, i've been wracking my brains giving myself a head ache...
....what's that?? Oh, you want to know why?? Really?? .-. I, i wouldn't think you'd care...
Well since you insist. I'm trying to figure something out.
Hm?? You want to know what it is???  my my my, u r in a caring mood to night!!
Well alright, i've pretty much settled most of my problems, y'know about the whole past thingy. But one day while talking to Cream, I was asked the question, " Mr. Shadow, do you pray to god?"
My answer was, "No..." and of course there came the wide eyes and the question, "Why not?"
I was left speechless, I didn't even know the answer.... why not??
So I've set some time to sit and think about this.
Alright, lets jump back to the past. There really is no proof of religion, wether or not Professor was or wasn't a catholic/christian/ what ever else there is D: (so many i got a head ache)
But being as how, well he is a white man, and english. There for, if he so was a religous man, I'm thinking he'd be christian, BECAUSE it is the most popular belief among amaricans and back in Europe.
I don't know if he really was, or wasn't if he believed in that stuff or not. I wouldn't think so myself.
Why?
Well, he was a scientist! He breaks a very big law of God, (or the higher power(s) im not trying to offend anyone) Yes he believed very much in mother nature, and all that was created, evolved, well i mean, what more do you expect from a highly intelagent scientific man??
As not only that, but he created life (me) using another life form not of his kind. Point is, if he was religous, he'd be a terrible sinner and be at the chapple praying for deep forgiveness every night.... I don't recall him ever doing so...
He'd sit up late at night already on mre work for the government until I myself had to ask him to please get to bed...
How do I know about God in the first place if he wasn't im asuming he wasn't religous??
Well, Maria of course. She taught me the history and what it was. God was half the reason you people faught and killed over in war. I don't know if Maria ever believed in it or not either.
I know a lot of people called me a demon because I was created against 'god's' will... created not of his 'hand'
Well I never really got into it much, it seems to cause way to much trouble. So, i supose that's the reason why i don't pray. I'm not saying I don't believe, or one is better than the other, or there is a wrong way...
I simply... just dont do it because, I was raised that way, and I'm suposedly, not of his creation. Of course I know it's all up to me now. i don't have to go by what Professor or Maria was...
I'd like to think they're in a better place, and some how always watching out for me. And that's all I'm going to leave it at...
 Pr0ject Shadow · Mon Mar 19, 2012 @ 04:29am · 0 Comments |
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