Shy Angel Named Mary
Community Member
I am far too weak to go on living like this
It feels like something is taking everything that I am
I can't take this any longer all this pain, suffering it's driving me more and more crazy as each day that goes by
I just want to press my finger nails into my skin; make it bleed
A beautiful thing to see my own and others blood
Here I am sitting beside the fountien of death with blood coming out of it
Such a beautiful site that it makes me want some
But I stopped cutting myself because I got sick and tired of having cuts on my fingersbut I'll never forget the pain I caused myself by doing so it made me feel normal
To feel pain that was what I was going for
I never regeted causing myself pain not one bit
blood is some what good