So made a huge jump in and well, it's so strange. I told one of the many guy friends that I liked him...a lot. I felt like such a dork! Is there a place I can get my pride back? He said it was very cute of me and gave me a hug. We afterwards went out for a walk and it rained than snowed. So being the biggest idiot I said I had a blanket in my car and we could get warm and dry off. Like me so ready for a adventure. I had towels, a rain cover, and even some makeshift window covers for us to get changed into some dry clothes. Glad I had some swimwear in the trunk or else I would have been naked pressed to him. all we could do was laugh at each other and as a treat he took me to the nearest place for a drink.
I felt so nervous about the whole situation. What else could I have done to make this work? But really after we were dry we laughed and said it was cool. When I got home tho with wet clothes and all my car interior my mom started hounding me faster than anything. For god sake it was just a guy friend, and a cup of tea. Granted he is 25 and I'm almost 20. I think this qualifies for me being a big girl/ adult. I know what I'm doing with life one step at a time. Anyways off to bed Night everyone
~Jessica aka. Zukuari
· Wed Mar 07, 2012 @ 05:56am · 0 Comments