I don't know what to do anymore.
But then again, I never really did, did I?
My mind seems to have made everything into some fairy tale again. A knight in armor dulled from deceit, a princess who was never saved and jumped out the tower herself. A scholar woman, feeling older than she really is. A performer girl, shoved aside yet as deep into this s**t as anyone else.
And a castle's worth of ignorant people. Or at least, people who pretend to be ignorant for the sake of the people involved. They're ready to get involved, have a shining place in this ******** up fairytale.
And me? Who the hell am I supposed to be?
I'm stuck trying to fulfill my own priorities (don't die) and trying to get into their's. If they could just turn their heads away from this stupid battle, for just a day...
I wish things could go back to where they were before X came. Just for a day or two, long enough for everyone to realize both the hilarity and the urgent need to get more people involved.
Just one wish. Great fairies can grant me that, right? They've put me through so much s**t already. I mean, even tortured play things deserve some pity.
· Wed Feb 29, 2012 @ 12:32pm · 0 Comments