It feels like I woke up from a really long nap.
I'm as blank as a whiteboard yet at the same moment, I'm everywhere. Reliving myself.
Then I'm there, at Ray's grave, with Aku, Ammy, Bri and Jinx lookin' at me like I came back from the dead.
Jinx hugs me. That little box, the one I left at Ray's grave a year ago, when I didn't know how to do teleport spells...
It was another promise we made, on that little personality-seed. If one of us ever left, we would plant that seed to show we were okay the other was gone.
I had placed the seed there because I was convinced I would never be okay.
But seeing Jinx, close to tears, being pulled into a tight hug by Bri...
I planted that seed, and quick-grew it. A beautiful lily, with big petals and orange flecks.
So we left, and I caught a suspicious sight on Bri's wrist...
We get back, I strangle Rika and Bri for abusing my body (or letting others do so) before dragging Bri off.
I shove up her sleeve, and what do I find? A small 'x', slashed onto her wrist. She breaks down, tells me not to tell anyone.
I hug her, let her cry. Her skin is cold, like she was bathed with ice water.
Gio, Bri, Rika. It feels like they are living in their own world, trapped in a bubble they won't let anyone else in.
Bri apologizes for anything she might do later on. For any betrayal she might make.
I promise her I already forgive her. Like I could manage to hold a grudge on any of these bastards. If I could, I would already be gone. Nothing hurts more than the sting of betrayal, after all.
I wander back over to the center. Snap at Rika again. We found a way around her curse, so she wrote down everything Rob told her. I posted up a flier.
Said it would be hosted by me and Rika...
So Rika will be talking, and I'll be...what, standing around? I wouldn't be surprised. It used to happen a lot in 2nd year.
Oh god, I'm feeling sorry for myself. I'm disgusted at how petty I can be.
Well, hope the rest of the day goes better.
(What's this? It seems to be written at a later time.)
AND I CAN'T GET THIS DAMN BOW OFF
AND I CAN'T SPEAK WITHOUT IT COMING OUT A FLIRT AND WITH A SWEET SMILE
AND I KEEP SHAKING MY HIPS WHEN I WALK
I'm going to borrow Ben's spoon and stab Bri with it. She rainblowed me, not only turning me BLONDE, (Gio asked me to go get some coffee with him, what the ********) but afterwards she CASTED A FLIRT SPELL ON ME.
AND IT ISN'T WEARING OFF.
THE ******** BRI, THE ********?!
I tried taking the damn headband off. But then it changed into a garter. And then it changed into a...
Someone help meeeee
I'M THE LAST PERSON WHO'S GOING TO FLIRT.
WHY BRI, WHY.
Out Of Lead
· Sun Feb 26, 2012 @ 03:02am · 0 Comments