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It was strong bonds of friendship we developed, Or so I thought, Nay, it was naught but an illusion, As I finally saw, I was really blind, when I thought you wouldn't throw my faith away like an old doll, The same mistake won't be repeated twice, i've had enough, I can't really take betrayal anymore, I have enough problems as it is, so why are there more? I once vowed that i'd give merely one chance to people, If they toyed with me, they would become a memory, If only you knew, the thing which I hide from everyone, The reason I can't trust anyone, You don't know it and it seems you don't want to, Well, I should thank you, You brought back some of my most painful "souvenirs", I may forgive, but i'll never forget, You see, I was rejected countless times when I was young, Can't you understand why i'm sad, why i'm angry? The dagger pierced right through my heart, That is, when you charged him to tell me this, What I omitted to tell you, Was that you weren't the only friend to finish me off, I'm also getting rejected from some of my other good friends, I guess the medicine i'll take is pretty effective, Never to trust anyone, it is Back then, I would have asked for your opinion, But now, I can truly do without, If you want to hurt me, you can just get out of my life, But nay, you want us to stay "you feel bad", Yet, after that, you said you asked him to pass on the message, Because you were scared of being harsh yourself, I must thank you, You were the source of an emergeance of pain, sorrow, grief, So now that you did this to I, Things will never be the same, I never lie Ask another one of my friends, She did the same, And today, Our tremendously powerful bonds of friendship were severed, Well now, it's over. "Can you just please go away?" Yeah, I also have something to finish, Writing the list of those I can truly count on, And trust me, you won't be in it...
~Hibana Genshuku
yung french buns · Fri Feb 17, 2012 @ 11:52am · 2 Comments |
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