I was in a slump, remembering/torturing myself with thoughts of Dev. It just makes me so sad. I know I can trigger it anytime by listening to Ok Go, which is also sad because I really liked Ok Go. [/ sigh] Well, I can't listen to Him without thinking of Axel or Jimmy Eat World without thinking of Matt. I think it was Matt anyhow? Might have been Teej. I know she has a band as well... she has certain songs as well. Just, really nostalgic stuff like singing together on the car ride to school or like memories. [/ sigh] Remembering stuff hurts y'know?
I baked myself a cake and like a fat a**, I'm gonna eat it all >3 Cause it makes me feel good. Good good good.
but not good enough.
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Fragmented Self who wanders through life like a dreamer and wades through the river of dreams as though it were the only truth left in this world
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