No no no no no no no NO!
LIES! Always lies! Why do you do this to me?! Why can't you tell me the truth?!
You said you wouldn't... and then this happens! You lied to my face - WHY?! Do you hate me? Do you want me to hate you?
You promised... and I believed you. After all the bullshit you put me through, you promised that you would never lie to me again.
I told you the next time I found out if you lied me about her, then it would be over... And it was about her. But you didn't do anything. I still don't know why, but deep down inside, I still believe you didn't do anything. I really shouldn't - you'd shown me time and time again I shouldn't give you a reason to.
But there's something inside me telling me... that you didn't do anything with her... and I believe that part.
I am just upset that you couldn't tell me when I asked you about it. That's ALL I ever ask of you! Just tell me the truth when I ask it! And you promised you would do that!
But you've failed me again, and now, I don't know if I'll ever trust you when it comes to things that deal with her. Not because I think you two will do something, but because you won't tell me that you've spoken with her.
Consider yourselves watched; both of you.
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