I'm happy despite my financial woes, and the laments of my selfish side. :]]
And.
There's this guy.
He makes me smile every time I talk to him.
And just the thought of him makes me happy.
It's a strange sort of calm happy. And I REALLY like it.
And I REALLY hope he knows that I do care about him.
And if he's reading this right now, I hope he's smiling. <3
And I really hope that this means something beyond the "I love you"s exchanged over the internet, as scary as that thought is.

I am happy.
I might be stressed, but I have so many reasons to smile.
So I'll go to bed thinking of how lucky I am that he's said everything he has, and I'll fall asleep smiling.