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Into le Mind of le Miss...
<3 Just a place where I post my crap. Dont like it? Dont read it. Its a win-win solution.
Depressed.
The truth is, despite how happy and
fun I try to act, Im actually a pretty
unhappy person. I havent really told
anyone this but I was pretty deeply
emo for about 2 years of my life, from
when I was 13 to 15, and ever since then
I have sunk in and out of it. On some
days Ill just sit and cry myself dry till
I feel weak and sick, for no reason at all.
Other days I look at everything I pass
with this crazy, unprovoked hatred that
overwhelms me and ultimately sends me
into a new shock of sorrow. I find
myself hating everyone that I care about
and myself even more. At my lowest point
I sunk to cuttig myself with glass
fragments, hankle knives and anything
that was sharp enough to cause as much pain
I was feeling on the inside to my outside.

I dont know what came over me to write this
and I dont really wanna get into more detail
right now but, just know, if you feel like your
life is spiralling into a downward hole you
arent alone. And I feel for you.





Le Misseh
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    Devil Of Angellus
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    commentCommented on: Tue Apr 11, 2006 @ 01:53am
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