I am living in this shithole lying to myself that this is the best. I barely can afford food but somehow I get blessed month after month from vero or mom. And all I do is create this unnerving fear about where it will come from. What can I concoct? I am fearful about this and the fact that I haven't taken care of my needs but merely stuffed them, ignored them and told myself I am irrational. I am irrational for wanting more.I should be happy with what is. optimism.
· Sun Dec 04, 2011 @ 01:12am · 0 Comments