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When my bottled feelings want to explode
I write them out to calm down...so these are thoughts running through my head
2 November 2011
I guess most things have settled into dust again. smilies/icon_smile.gif

I can honestly say, it has been awhile since I have been like this. Just happy. I am smiling about everything, laughing about everything and just living. Well, not living, but I am having a good time.

Where have these days gone? I can honestly say, right now, for once, I could die and I would have no regrets and I would be content with it. smilies/icon_smile.gif

Golly, everything seems to have fallen into a single path again, something I can follow. Finally, I have order. smilies/icon_smile.gif

Sadly though, I am still bitter, I guess you could say, about this whole Tri ordeal.

He seems to act like nothing happened. I don't want to say he is fake, but he isn't genuine. :/ Seriously, it bothers me so bad how someone can be like that. I am happy that we are both happy, but I want him to suffer still. OR I, at least, want a genuine apology. Haha, kinda like the Daniel thing, he was really sorry and we are cool now. smilies/icon_smile.gif But Tri, he isn't sorry, he wouldn't take back anything he did, he feels no remorse.

Thinking about it, damn. I wish he went through the same things, mentally and physically as I did during our relationship. :/ Oh well, I deleted him off of facebook since his posts just instantly make me mad by being like, you can't be suicidal and then be happy another moment. Like what the ******** for reals. :/ Damn, I need to swim or run or do something.

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Demonic Looking Angel
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commentCommented on: Tue Dec 20, 2011 @ 04:11am
I am glad you are happy and upset that I haven't been on in so damn long.

commentCommented on: Tue Dec 20, 2011 @ 04:29am
smilies/icon_biggrin.gif Well I ish happy you are back XD

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