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The Tome of Lost Time
Lost thoughts and fallen dreams
Reverberative Reverbatim
It's been a month, no? A month since my transition from absolute doom to the proving grounds of fate. A month since I left a certain individual to chase my dreams and heart. Am I such an evil person for no longer casting my gaze at the one who I left behind? This is odd... that one person is one of the few people I have not tried to protect even after my departure.

Perhaps deep down I don't feel like they matter. Or maybe it's the simple fact that the person won't and can not truly love me. Betrayal all around! You who have violated my trust, made me feel moot, and Disproved every single sweet thing you said to me. You I will not fight for anymore. I may be heroic, almost naive, but I am not as stupid as you believe. My wisdom is hard earned, I've been in tough spots before so I know what a losing battle is.

Stare now, at what is lost. See the heroic woman fight for her heart, for her dreams, and for her truest love. You tried to usurp his place, tried to make me forget by punishing my memory. Shame on you, for even thinking it. Shame on me for ever letting you try. But of course, my own despair made me weak and you so willingly picked me up like a discarded toy.

Angry? At me, oh, I can imagine you are. Angry at him? You always were angry at the man I loved most. I would not let that stand. I would not let you attack what I cherished most. I draw comfort from the fact that the Black Dragon will hurt you for harming me. Sound familiar? Funny how the tables flip around.

The Black Dragon has always had this Crow, and that is how fate has been decided.






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faryy
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Thu Sep 08, 2011 @ 07:57am


nice one dear keep it up


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