I recently looked back on my child hood and realized how many things I've done that were not so pretty like the almost fake life I lead now. When I was little I did things that my best friend doesn't know about, like get into fist fights with guys and doing stupid things like that.( sadly I can't mention every single one) I have to admit that I miss that Little girl so much. the one that wasn't afraid of anything(but ghosts) and took care of most of her problems with her fists. also from looking back I've learned that the changes I made in my life were necessary, because the world couldn't live with me if I were still that little girl. as a result of those exact changes I've made great friends and some great enemies. I also realized that there is only one person besides me who misses that little girl. The first guy ever got into a fist fight with, the first guy to ever bully me, the second guy to ever like me and the first guy to ever notice how lost I was in my own body, and this entry is for him.
I miss hanging out with you and wish I was your girlfriend sometimes instead of her neutral
· Wed Jul 20, 2011 @ 08:46pm · 0 Comments