I DONT WANT TO HURT THE 1 GIRL I LOVE IM LOSEING ALL HOPE IN SOMETHING THAT I KNOW I CANT HAVE NOW IM TIRED OF THE LIES AND BULL s**t I WANT TO DIE ALONE AND IN OBSCURITY I NEED HELP AND THERE IS NOT HELP FOR ME ANYMORE NOT EVEN SHE CAN HELP ME IM LOSEING MY HEART IT FADES TO BLACK AS WE SPEAK PRETTY SOON THIS WILL BE MY SUICIDE LETTER I HAVE NO LIFE NO LOVE AND NO HOPE ALL MY JOURNAL ENTRYS HAVE ALL BEEN ABOUT MADDIE FOR U GUYS THAT DONT KNOW HER SHE WAS MY BEST FRIEND AND IVE HEALD INSIDE HOW MUCH I LOVE HER BECUZ SHE SEES ME AS HER LITTLE BROTHER AND SHE DOESNT WANT TO HURT ME LIKE MOST GIRLS HAVE SHE DOESNT KNOW HOW MUCH IM HURT NOW AND I CANT TELL HER CUZ I DONT WANT TO HURT HERE I LOVE HER SO MUCH ID DIE IF IT MEANT KEEPING HER ALIVE IM CRYING RITE NOW crying she could help me before but i dont know anymore
lovely_bleeding_emo_elmo · Thu Jul 14, 2011 @ 10:49pm · 0 Comments |